Eh

Feeling really emo suddenly. And self-loathing.....A hungry and fat. Fuck, this sucks. I want to eat all night tonight and not give a shit, but I know it'll be bad and when I think of eating I feel sick. I want to not eat anymore.... Wonder if I can do it. Probably not, I'll just be a fat fucking cow the rest of my life. Liking people who wouldn't even stop to see if I was alive on the side of the road. *Sighs* I hate living...... I want to sleep, eat and cry now. All at the same time. Not sure how to do it, but I'll figure it out. *humorless laugh* Damn, I'm so fucked in the head. Goodnight~ I think I'll go stuff my fat face now. Yea, Peaces!