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Life is good right now. ^_^ I got school and work tomorrow....I fell asleep earlier and forgot I hadn't eaten yet. LOL My dad came in and was like... "Sure~ I go and get you food and you never eat it" And I was like, "What? I didn't eat yet?" He laughed and so did I. Awesome Fail. Ummm~ What else is there? I don't think anything...... Just wanted to update cause I haven't in a while. Guess I'll go. I'm watching Jackass.....It's so stupid, but I can't turn the channel. lol I wish I was this cute~ ^w^ ----->

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Eh

Feeling really emo suddenly. And self-loathing.....A hungry and fat. Fuck, this sucks. I want to eat all night tonight and not give a shit, but I know it'll be bad and when I think of eating I feel sick. I want to not eat anymore.... Wonder if I can do it. Probably not, I'll just be a fat fucking cow the rest of my life. Liking people who wouldn't even stop to see if I was alive on the side of the road. *Sighs* I hate living...... I want to sleep, eat and cry now. All at the same time. Not sure how to do it, but I'll figure it out. *humorless laugh* Damn, I'm so fucked in the head. Goodnight~ I think I'll go stuff my fat face now. Yea, Peaces!

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I skipped class tonight and went and saw Iron Man 2. God, I'm so obsessed with Robert Downey Jr right now it's horrible. lol God, I love him. He's so fucking awesome and so fucking hot! And the movie was kick fucking ass too! lol Mmmm~ He's so tastey~ <3> I'm thinking of skipping tomorrow too, but I'm not 100%. Cause I skipped today and said I was flu-ish and it would work in saying I still was sick for tomorrow, but I'm just not sure. Cause I'm not sure what I'll do. I need to save up my money so I can buy dinner and possiblely a tattoo on Saturday when I hang out with Andrea and Ken. Oh shit..... And I need to buy her a birthday gift still too......shit. I could skip tomorrow and go shopping for the birthday gift and a father's day gift.....Hmmm~~ Guess I'll go now and go back to daydreaming of Tony Stark <3>

Peaces~! <3

It's been a while~

Hmm.... Not much is new. I started a diet today.... Well, it's more of not eating so much, eating healthier and trying to walk a lot more. I hope to drop a lot of weight and..... Like I want to enjoy it..... Like not hating it, so it'll be easier to continue it for good. Not like, losing weight and then going off the diet and eating crap and getting fat again. I want to fit in a Medium Shirt.... Yep, that's my goal. I don't really want to pick a number, so a size is better. I think..... lol Okay, I should head to bed or......something. I'm hungry, but its too late to eat, gotta keep my mind busy~

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Very tired.

Gonna head to bed.... Cause I Have to.......Good Night~ <3>

Uh.....

I really don't want to go to work. I'm super tired and I so don't want to work until 11pm tonight and then open tomorrow. Sucks.....Gotta start getting ready, go 25mins until I leave. *sighs* Peaces~ <3

This is me. People call me Kao, Cow, Axetina, Kei, Aiya, Umi and/or Kristina. I love Japan. So, I listen to Japanese music, read manga, watch anime, and do Japanese make up. I also love Korean, French, German, Turkish, Chinese, and some American music. I love doing make up, any kind. I'm currently in school at the Joe Blasco Make up East School, getting my Masters in Make Up Artistry. I'm 23 years old and pretty awesome. lol I love laughing and making people laugh, meeting new friends and not having to work. XD K, I think I'm done... Yeah. ^_^

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