Missing...

Just saw a bit of the past....I miss those days. It made me want to cry actually. It was before relationships, hate, mistrust, sex, faults or intelligents. Back when life was fun and I had friends and not a care in the world. No doubt, loss of innoccence or reason. I really do miss those times...Sometimes I wish I could go back to them.....But, would I feel the same about them knowing what I do now....I think I would. My heart aches for the way things were. Aches with all of the saddness, change, hurt, loss, distrust, and shit its been through. Yea, I really do miss those days.....
-Kow

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Thing's a pretty good. Yesterday was a horrible day, I was worse than depressed and just plain miserable all day. But, I'm doing better today~ ^_^ My new crush wrote back to me today and it made my heart skip. We were talking like crazy the other night and suddenly it stopped. I thought I had said something wrong....or freaked her out or something. But, we're talking again. She's so cute! Her name is Megan, she's asian and lives in New York. I wish she lived closer, I'd love to take her out. We have a lot in common. She's 19 and super smart~! Like.....Smart smart. XD Sorry, I'm rambling. Umm...I have a 4 day weekend~! ^_____^ I gave some shifts away and now I'm free for four days. I'm gonna go to T-mobile tomorrow and switch over phones hopefully~! And I found out why it hurt so bad to get my 3rd and 4th holes done in my ears. The dude gaudged them~! I like them, but now I have to find earrings that will fit. So, that's on the 'to do' list as well. Uhhh.....I think that's all....Cha, that's all. ^_^
<3 Peaces!